Facing the consequences of a DUI Published Oct. 7, 2008 By an Airman 30th Space Communications Squadron VANDENBERG AIR FORCE BASE, Calif. -- As Airmen in the world's greatest Air Force, we are expected to set and maintain the highest standards, whether it be in uniform or out of it. I failed those standards. I not only failed, but I endangered the lives of everyone on base and in the surrounding community by deciding to operate a vehicle under the influence of alcohol. Being someone who normally was a responsible drinker, I realized it doesn't take but one time to ruin lives. Although I did not hurt anybody physically, I scarred the Air Force's reputation and let down those around me. I had a plan. The plan was to stay at a friend's house, but I drank way too much too quick. I lost all rationale and made a poor decision. While everyone was asleep I awoke, then carelessly got behind the wheel of my vehicle and drove to the base. I do not remember the drive nor the mindset while driving, and to this day I am still unaware of the events that transpired that evening. What I do remember is sitting at the gate and having the security guard ask me to park my car and wait for a moment. Once security forces arrived, they started performing field sobriety tests, which I undoubtedly failed. I was arrested, brought to the 30th Security Forces Squadron, and at that time they performed the breathalizer test to which I blew a .17 BAC. Although this was an infamous night in my life, nothing surpasses the following day, standing in front of those I respect, admire and credit to helping me become the Airman I am. I pray that no one has to endure what I experienced that day. I felt so insignificant, so ashamed, and I could see the disappointment in all their eyes. It peirced through everything I am, and struck me in my heart, where it still resides today. I warn all of you. Just because you are a responsible drinker, it does not mean you aren't capable of making an irresponsible decision. Lock those keys up! As soon as someone picks up a drink take their keys, not to just prevent them from experiencing what I have, but for the innocent lives on the road. We have all heard those nightmare stories from the countless breifings we receive. Please do not help create one.